time to rise and shine… again
A few months ago, while I was with my best friend on Easter holiday, she told me in a worried voice: “I don’t know why you gave up on yourself”.
I pondered for a long time on that phrase. I realised that I became a mixture of self-loathing, narcissism, procrastination, over all exhaustion…
And I hit rock bottom. I was feeling physically ill, my feet and legs were swollen like balloons, my precious shoes didn’t fit anymore.
Surprisingly, this was the tipping point. Breaking off with my shoes was unacceptable.
So it stops here. I started swimming and having regular massages. I already feel better and willing to fight my demons.
I need to like myself again. The battle began.